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Nyaaaa. Stayed up all night again. Hahahaha, this time I don't have the Meteorology classroom to fall asleep in.

Two finals and a final project down, two finals to go...

My remaining two are as follows:

-History of Modern East Asia. Unfortunately, she mucks it up by having us watch a pretty darn good movie about Tokugawa, taking up precious essay writing time. Okay, now I may know alot about Japan, but I'll be damned if I can write seven coherent essays in about an hour >.<;

-Chinese II. SAVE ME. I don't know what I'm going to do for the oral comprehension. Cherry keeps saying "Cheat off of me. I'll help you." See, she's Chinese, and just took the class for an easy A, but still. I don't like cheating >.<;

Hopefully, I'll be able to stay awake for it.... No matter, I'll just crash as soon as I get home anyway... Or as soon as my mom picks me up. Either one is fine. I can fall asleep in a car, no problem.

Sometime while I'm still thinking of it, I'm going to make my mom watch my favorite Detective Conan episode. Just because it's a special Christmas episode (if I remember right) and is just so darn SAD. Maybe then she'll actually feel the urge to get me more Detective Conan... fufufufufu... Actually, I may just tell her to ONLY get me Detective Conan x3 I can watch a whole boxset in one sitting, y0. Mwahahahah, lucky for ME, there's over 300 episodes X3 (Take THAT Dragon Ball Z with your measly 276 episodes)

It's a shame I don't know anyone else who likes it ;.; My mom hates the art (and is very picky - won't watch something if she doesn't like the art -- Ever!) and won't give it a chance, nyao. My sister is usually preoccupied with the computer to watch it (and she doesn't give any sort of... intelligent discussion while watching either >_>; )

... uh :D; yeah. Sorry. Don't mean to complain... Maybe I'll get my cat to watch it with me :3;;

There are no good Detective Conan fics. Don't get me wrong... ShinichixRan is a very nice coupling. Shame I don't care for it. Not that I want Shinichi or Conan with anyone else (Maybe Hattori, but that's stretching it since I've barely seen him x.x; ) but I just... eh. Them being seperated and still in love makes it much better. That and Conan's a lot cuter than Shinichi XD

( Spoilers for Detective Conan, though I don't think anyone cares o.O; )

P.S. Ran scares me :3

P.P.S. Nothing can be cuter than drunk Conan...

P.P.P.S... okay, I'm really done :D;;;

gragh.

Yeah. Not in a good mood mostly because I'm feeling very sick... Headache, nausea...

Beat my sister in air hockey though...

Been playing a lot of Suikoden III. I've now obtained all the stars that you have to actually go out and get. So, now I'm just levelling up my chosen party (Hugo, Jacques, Melville, Futch, Mel, and Edge) so that they can whoop Sarah's butt...

Melville's father scares me. Yes he does.

Tuesday, I have my Meteorology exam. It's all matching, and encompasses chapters six through ten... I don't imagine it'll be all that difficult, but I'll probably switch up a few things here and there...

Wednesday, I have three exams. The first one (at 10 in the morning) is a take-home exam, so I'll be working on that hopefully tonight, tomorrow, and the next night. Of course, watch me wait until the night before ::mutter:: The second one occurs at noon, and is my history exam. It's all about Japan, so I think I have THAT one down pretty darn well, considering who I am. And then that night, I have the worst exam. Chinese. Yeah. Gonna bomb that. Yes I will. I can't understand him, so my oral comprehension suffers greatly. I can do the characters fine. But listening to him... ugh.

Creative Writing is over. Thank you, kami-sama. Never again shall I have to suffer through that. Though I'm worried about the grade....

I feel the urge to rant about one or two of the anime/games I'm really into right now but... eh. x.x; I bore people enough as it is... blah.

X.x Wow. What a day.

Okay, so I stayed up over night and didn't go to sleep, and went to my Creative Writing class on no sleep :D; Uh, I am so glad I only have one more class of it. Gods, I don't think I will ever be the same x.x;

A door bit me today x.x; ... don't look at me like that ^^;

I was up after my class long enough to eat something and watch two episodes of GetBackers... and then went to bed :D;; Got up just a short while ago x.x;

I'm... pretty satisfied with the story I wrote for Creative Writing. It was an experiment in stream-of-consciousness writing. I think I'm gonna print it out and show it to a few people in my Meteorology class because I was telling them all about it before we had our individual projects. Hopefully they'll get a kick outta the character like I did. X3;

Maybe I'll flesh out the character more beyond what I wrote. Probably not. That'll mess it up, I bet... Ah well, I'll ask my Meteorology classmates what they think :3

Oh, and I'm doing my research paper on J.R.R Tolkien, though I don't know which story :x I'll see what they [the critics] write about most :D

::yawn:: I think I'm gonna turn in early tonight, yo :3 Well, early for me at least :D;;; ::eyes clock::

Ye-up. Not really much for me to do, though I have found a really interesting Xelloss-centric gallery on dA. I might linger a bit longer staring at that XD

Lesse, as I said in the last entry, Chinese class was cancelled, which gave me a free night :D I got on the computer as soon as I got home XD; At nine, can you believe it? :D Awesome. I wonder if my sister is grounded or something o.O;

In any case, I kept myself busy doing something really stupid :D; I colored a picture Trey-chan drew out of a whim. The picture she drew was of Toui in DDR-like clothes. Uh, it came out okay, but still. It's not really my place to go around coloring other people's art ^w^; I also started coloring a picture of Rin N-chan drew because Herman made me x.x;

So yes, since I finished that, I think I'll head off to bed soon, unless I find that I'm coloring the Rin picture exceptionally well >_>; which I doubt :3;

Tomorrow's a long day again, though I'm probably just going to, like, mentally crash during my first two classes XD; I had a presentation due in both of my first classes on Tuesday, so I've done all my required work there :D; At least for the week XD;

Perhaps I'll work on my Creative Writing story during my history class. Though she seems to be sitting right next to me, which won't allow for much >.<;

:/ but I don't want to go to Meteorology, because I don't want to get my test/quiz back x.x; I did dismally on it. grargh. And he'll be all pissed at our class again, even though there were at least three questions on the test that he did NOT tell us to study for >:/

omg. My head is eating itself. x.x; I tried to go to bed at 5 this morning. Honestly I did. But it just wouldn't work. I ended up pondering Yukimura Sanada, what things I should talk about that I didn't include in my outline, and how I was going to keep my two lectures seperate. So, I'm operating under little sleep, I have meteorology looming over my head tonight, Chinese tomorrow, and a stupid, rackenfracken lousy story to write for Creative Writing because I said I would because I've missed so many classes/assigments >.<;

The weekend was not relaxing... at least not consciously relaxing. I slept through half of it, but I'm just going into the week with a deficit anyway. TWO couples are fighting in Punz now x.x; Rebels characters are complaining about lack of recent spotlight time, and Sininnen is bitching about wanting to make up with Huang.

In other, freakier news, I've been getting a lot of those... weird longing feelings again. You know, the ones where I just, I dunno, have this, like, deja vu feeling that the situation I'm in occured in ancient Japan. It's a very weird feeling, but my chest just gets all tight, and I can almost SEE faces that are quite obviously not there.... Yeah, I probably sound like a real loony right now :D;;;

Maybe it's reincarnation short-wiring, or maybe it's just my imagination kicking me in the head. I don't know; the tightness in my chest is not really... physical, but more like the tightness you get when you look at a picture of a family member/pet who died. It's that nostalgic feeling of something you really miss hitting you again... does ANYONE else even have a clue as to what I'm talking about? x.x;;; mrrrf.

I have to draw something. Or sleep. I can't tell which. Eating would be good too x.x; I've just had absoltutely no time to do any of the three ;.; Luckily I ate alot this weekend. Stupid school >.<;

My dad was SO unbelievably chatty this morning. It's amazing he couldn't see that I was obviously just trying to sleep during the car ride to school :D; I was a little short with him, but it wasn't a 'rude!Rin' sort of shortness. More of just answering with mostly grunts :D;;;

It's a really nice day, which I think is the reason that I could act so animated when I was giving my presentations. Nya~ If this were a rainy day... ha ha, unleash the beast :3;

Spring Week continues today. No, that doesn't mean I'm out of class. It means that the school clubs all do fun activities... and end exactly when I get out of my classes >.<; Whee, so no fun for me. T_T;

Uhm, hopefully the meteorology lab will be open (though I doubt it, rawr.) In any case, I must hunt down food, at least to keep me awake (it's gotten to the point where if I even lower my eyes, I almost fall asleep). Hopefully, class will be short and innocent today, though I feel like I have SOMETHING due ::hides:: ;.;

Ugh. Still feeling sick, though not as much as before. And it's mostly due to lack of sleep today.

Also, the five essays that I wrote... Well. The disk screwed itself up and so I could only print out one of them - not even my best one. So, I gave her that, and the disk, and said that if she couldn't get them, I would somehow give them to her >:o;;;

And now I have to research the Shinsengumi, the samurai, AND Tokugawa... rawr. When will I learn to just NOT. TALK. mrrr..

So, I'm ill. And I'm tired. And I'm currently finishing my Meteorology work that we're probably going to do tonight. If I'm really lucky, he'll just make us do a simple class project, and then make the class do the review questions for chapter 9. In which case, I'll already have finished, and I can then leave early. I would do anything to leave early today ;.;

Talked to Trey-chan on the phone last night. Now, I'm not a phone person, but I really like talking with her on the phone :D;; Granted, I was coughing alot, and my voice went out some times... And I was trying to eat at the same time XD;; But it was overall good.

And then she got online (seems Rin knocked some sense into her computer) and we rp'd for a good long while. Another one of those long sex scenes... Lol. Shuu was being hissy-fitty last night.

Granted, he's been like that for a while now. And he doesn't really even have a good reason for it. He just is. It's not like anything bad is happening or anything... It's very strange.

:x I feel like suggesting a bunch of anime for Trey-chan that has Yamaguchi Kappei in it XD; Though I don't know if she would like all of it, nor do I know if she has already seen it :D;;;;

Ah well... Off to my field of paper flowers...

Nyaaa. April Fools Day. So far, so good, as no one has pulled any stunts yet x_o; I'm always very paranoid about it ^^;; Ha, watch everyone plot something against me now for saying that XD;

Uh. It's very rainy and foggy out today, and just generally bad weather. FEH. There are worms all over the ground =_=; So many that I can't stop and, you know, move them to a safer area :D; ...WHAT? I don't want the poor things to get squished >_>;;

Ano... N-chan! Don't forget to pick me up on Friday :D;; I've let my mom know and everything, so I'll be all set. I'll make sure I bring stuff to do if we don't have any plans on going somewhere :D I'll bring Suikoden III because I'm all into that again. (Ha, watch me pair up Luc with people so UNCANON that it'll make your head hurt :D; )

Hnnn. I gotta find out more stuff about Sukishou... If only because I wanna know more about Nanami (Ishida Akira~) and that ... uh... guy he's with... who's played by Miki Shinichirou...

Pretty tired today, though that's partially from the awful yucky weather. Day's almost over though, and it's almost the weekend... Maybe I'll take a nap before I get online tonight ^^;;;;;

I've got to type up that Meteorology 'paper' I have due. I have all the info right next to me, but I just have to format it into two paragraphs... I'm feeling kind of lazy, but I know I should do it now :D;;; At least before I go and get something to eat and goof off...

Tonight is the night I dread every week. The night I have to write something for Creative Writing. But luckily, either this week or next week... the class will not be held because the teacher's taking days off. Score one fore me, mwahahaha....

Ha ha. I have a little golden Wocky on Neopets named Nokoru (to match my other pet who's a red Ixi named Idomu) and he's always like "I'm bored! Let's play a game!" How... Nokoru-ish...

Well. This Tuesday is apparently my birthday. I don't have class that night, which means I'm probably going out to dinner... Yum, Red Lobster *¬*

I think I need more sleep... I only think this because I feel all my tanks running constantly on empty. Patience. Creativity. Energy. Effort. Tolerance. :D;;; Yeah. Um. Recently, almost all of what I've felt like saying is "Mmhm." That's all ^^;;

Grah. Give me SPRING. I want chirpy birds (a la Akito), and bright, warm days...

I'm... er... totally rambling, aren't I? :D;;; ::nervous laugh:: sorry, I guess it's kinda helping me stay awake (and helping me procrastinate :3;;; )

::bangs head against desk:: =_=;; I am SO tired right now. I want to go to bed, I honestly do. But at the same time, I have to write something for that crappy class.

Dammit.

I hate that class so much. Around as much as I hate my history class.

K'so. I can't come in another class without something >.<; But I just feel like I CAN'T submit anything that will get any sort of positive recognition.

IT'S TOO FRUSTRATING! >.<;;;;;;

::sheepish look:: ...in my joy at seeing Trey-chan liking CCD so much, uh... I forgot to update as I should :D;;;;

Okay. Back to school today. Got nothing done last night, like I should have. Mrf. Mad at that.

Today, we finished A Doll's House, by Henrik Ibsen... Didn't really care for any of the characters, and besides which, I was kinda preoccupied.

I HATE my History of Modern East Asia class. Have I not said that before? I swear the professor hates me. She MUST. She kept saying she assigned things to me that she did not. Also, she assigned me not only reading, but also research. And then, when I was explaining the damn thing she wanted me to explain, she looked as if she wasn't even listening. I feel as if she's picking on me >.<;

Also, when she was 'lecturing' the class that the first two tests were 'easy' (which I do not think so, despite my getting perfect scores on both >>;;; ), she said that some people need to put more effort into studying and the class, and looked DIRECTLY at me. Um, hello, at least *I* pronounce words right, and get perfect scores on my tests! >.<;;;;;;

T_T;; sorry... Just aggravated.

In other news, I have decided that I must search out the laser discs of CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan (only have the box set of the tapes >_>; ) because I MUST see the OMAKE T_T; Which are never included for some reason in most American things... dammit.

oh, and Idomu! :D ::runs off::

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Mmmm, Xelloss~~~ *.* Nice picture of 'im too. <3 (oh, and Ishida Akira, anyone? XDDD;;; )


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Billeeehh~~ Yei! ^.^ He's so funny. :3 FAVE! ... well, Elijah's physically cuter >_>; ::feels like a fangirl:: ._.;;

Weelll~ exams are over for the week. I managed to act like a good student rep. (ignoring that I am not a student rep.) and convinced my Chinese teacher to push the exam back to next Wednesday. I can handle that WAY better.. I know I'll do really well on it then ^_^

But I also now have a test on the History of China in a different class the day before that... ^^; Of course... I figure I'll do well o.O; I got 103% on the last test, and I hardly studied, and thought I did badly >_>; Ah well, at least I can talk about Jiang Wei when I speak about the Mandate of Heaven :3;;; And either get extra credit because she TOTALLY didn't lecture the San Guo period, OR get points off because she's a moron and TOTALLY didn't lecture the San Guo period :D;;;

I got my English presentation finished, and presented it today, but I don't really know how I DID. The teacher interrupted me quite a bit at the end, so I don't think I did too well by then ^^;; And I had rather limited sources >.<;

Meteorology was easier than I expected it to be, but I still don't think that I got a perfect score. I'm sure I'll get half credit for some ^^;; Oh! And the teacher omitted the fifty states and capitals part, as well as the Storm of the Century part >_>; LUCKY. Though a lot of people were complaining because they really studied that. I was like "Shaddup, or he'll give it back to us! >.<; That's, like, 100+ things we DON'T have to remember! LOVE IT!" >_>;;;

I got to 'chat' with Trey-chan today before I went to study my brains out, and you have NO idea how much better that made me feel @_@ I mean, it was like... everything was mounting to crush me, and then I get nice lil messages from her at DA, and just... wow. SO... happy <3

Oh! someone in my meteorology class looked at the Ser!picture I'm working on for Hawk, and told me that I should make an online comic, because it'd be really popular o.O; I'm flattered, but I really don't think it's true ^^; After all, I have such a small group of friends, that it'd never really spread, ya know? Still, it's nice to hear things like that :D

I got that scholarship I was talking about before. Turns out it's worth 1,000 dollars. Sweet. It's not A LOT, but everything counts, ya know? Definitely make paying off this college WAY easier ^_^ Won't get me anywhere else, but that's okay. I've pretty much settled on working for a year... I was figuring, if I could, on moving to Seattle with Trey-chan, and working there to get a Seattle-citizenship-thingy, so I can finish college there <3

Of course, my dad is insisting that I'm gonna finish my college education after CCM. But you know... I really doubt it. I can't afford it. I'm gonna be one of those creepy 30+ year olds going back to college to finish my BA ^_^;;; ewww...

( Stolen from TEH Shama )

( Harhar. Made Toriya take the survey )

( AND Shuu took it too  )