Grargh. Why?

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Why do I even bother? >.<;

I dunno :/ This whole semester has just been one lousy situation after the next. I am entirely burnt out.

I got no sleep last night. Said I was going to bed early and technically I did. Shame my BRAIN didn't listen to my body >.<;

So yeah. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff:


- I'm thinking of telling my parents about the entire lack of transportation to Otakon. But I'm worried that'll just seal my fate, and prevent me from going. So, I'm screwed x.x;

- I also have to break it to my parents that because this pathetic excuse of a school CANCELS Japanese that I might not graduate this summer. &$&%#$#

- What the HELL am I going to write my research paper for English on? It's due, like, next week x.x;

- My mom's all... proud because my sister 'has it all planned out' just because my sister wants SOME job so she can move out (My sister thinks she has it SO bad, despite her being allowed to do whatever she wants). Yes. The sister I have who's threated my brother and I with a knife because we say she has to do her homework HERSELF. The sister I have who threatens to kill herself because she has to get up HERSELF to get a snack SHE wants. Yeah. She's ALL planned out 9.9;

- Why... is Ishida "I'm in Everything" Akira in SO many BL (boiz love) games? X3 My mom says it's just because it's just a job to the seiyuu (even though they want the fans/audience to like it), but I don't believe that for a second. *I* think it's because he's got such a sekushi speaking voice that he can really flaunt it in BL games (and get plenty of fangirls ^_- )

- It's amazing to me that Okiayu Ryoutarou can be the UKE in so many BL things, despite his deep voice. I suppose it's because he can speak Engrish so cutely, and get this adorable little lilt to his voice (it's missing from his Tezuka-voice though ;.; ) Ah well. Like *I* will complain X3 He and Ishida (in Fujimi Orchestra) are like teh-buddy-buddy, so they TALK TOGETHER *.*

- ... Love, Love, and Lust makes me laugh out loud. Must not listen to in school XD

- Gotta register to vote. No way in hell I am sitting back and letting Kerry just waltz into office. At least I can complain as long as I vote against him.

- The weather is so nice recently, and I can't enjoy it. Not for one lousy minute >.<;

- I'm getting out of Meteorology tonight, even after going in late o.O; See, all we're doing today is individual projects wherein we just show off that we can read T-temps, and numerological readouts. My group goes in at 6:40, I believe, and we go home right after. Luckily, this'll give me time to write my story.

- My story... Hu hu hu hu hu... It'll be great. I'm thinking of working through similar styles as Twilight Eyes, though I've never read the book :D; My mom has told me enough about it that I could probably attempt something similiar, nya. Basically my 'antagonist' ... well, it'll be tough to figure out if they are sane or not >3 ::evil Grinch (c) look:: I've even got a scene planned out. Of course, I have to figure out how to write convincing stream-of-consciousness...

- I want to go to Hikaru Midorikawa's website and talk to his cat :3

- Art continues to mock me. Hard.

- Luckily for me, Xelloss has come back. So maybe he'll kick some sense into Herman, since he is, like, Herman's lord and master XD;;


... I suppose I'm done boring everyone for now. If you even read :D; Then again, even *I* am bored by what I just wrote XD;