The randomness is spreading...

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omg. My head is eating itself. x.x; I tried to go to bed at 5 this morning. Honestly I did. But it just wouldn't work. I ended up pondering Yukimura Sanada, what things I should talk about that I didn't include in my outline, and how I was going to keep my two lectures seperate. So, I'm operating under little sleep, I have meteorology looming over my head tonight, Chinese tomorrow, and a stupid, rackenfracken lousy story to write for Creative Writing because I said I would because I've missed so many classes/assigments >.<;

The weekend was not relaxing... at least not consciously relaxing. I slept through half of it, but I'm just going into the week with a deficit anyway. TWO couples are fighting in Punz now x.x; Rebels characters are complaining about lack of recent spotlight time, and Sininnen is bitching about wanting to make up with Huang.

In other, freakier news, I've been getting a lot of those... weird longing feelings again. You know, the ones where I just, I dunno, have this, like, deja vu feeling that the situation I'm in occured in ancient Japan. It's a very weird feeling, but my chest just gets all tight, and I can almost SEE faces that are quite obviously not there.... Yeah, I probably sound like a real loony right now :D;;;

Maybe it's reincarnation short-wiring, or maybe it's just my imagination kicking me in the head. I don't know; the tightness in my chest is not really... physical, but more like the tightness you get when you look at a picture of a family member/pet who died. It's that nostalgic feeling of something you really miss hitting you again... does ANYONE else even have a clue as to what I'm talking about? x.x;;; mrrrf.

I have to draw something. Or sleep. I can't tell which. Eating would be good too x.x; I've just had absoltutely no time to do any of the three ;.; Luckily I ate alot this weekend. Stupid school >.<;

My dad was SO unbelievably chatty this morning. It's amazing he couldn't see that I was obviously just trying to sleep during the car ride to school :D; I was a little short with him, but it wasn't a 'rude!Rin' sort of shortness. More of just answering with mostly grunts :D;;;

It's a really nice day, which I think is the reason that I could act so animated when I was giving my presentations. Nya~ If this were a rainy day... ha ha, unleash the beast :3;

Spring Week continues today. No, that doesn't mean I'm out of class. It means that the school clubs all do fun activities... and end exactly when I get out of my classes >.<; Whee, so no fun for me. T_T;

Uhm, hopefully the meteorology lab will be open (though I doubt it, rawr.) In any case, I must hunt down food, at least to keep me awake (it's gotten to the point where if I even lower my eyes, I almost fall asleep). Hopefully, class will be short and innocent today, though I feel like I have SOMETHING due ::hides:: ;.;

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Re: CHUNKY ja nai yo

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

Well, SURE there's angst :D; It's just not as obvious. Like Shuu is still a little upset at Obsidian getting mad at him. And Seijuro's angsting because Toui told Yon and Mafuyu that he didn't listen to Sei's talk about art XD And Mafuyu is angsting because he feels guilty because although Toui is upset at being left out, he STILL wants to go ahead and spend some alone time with Yon :D; And Mitsuru is angsting, though I don't think he realizes it, because Shiyou is so far away in America. And Rich is angsting because Roshiel is hurt and he had a premonition of Roshiel's death :D;

... ::cough:: And yes, the boiz are so much fun when they're young, and innocent, and angsting with every breath XD

[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

A premonition of Rosh's death... Wow. So scary! Though Rosh sports golden thread on his tummy now. :'D

I found it funny when you said 'MY HEAD IS EATING ITSELF.' Or whatever. I laughed.

I had nice thoughts about mitsuru coming to America. I think Shiyou enjoyed them too. >D

Shiyou: Kotogiri-san needs a vacation! <3

And Toui, uh, Toui's sorry and said that he'd make it up to Seijuro somehow. O_o;;; Probably by sex, but maybe by OMGSOMETHING OTHERTHANSEX.

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

Well, it turns out that Rosh is fine, right? But Rich is still upset because although Roshiel is okay now, he still saw the death premonition. He's hoping it was just a fluke :3;;;

Mitsuru apparently has an artist's eye XD; That or he thought he was being clever somehow :3;

It feels like it is ^^;;;

Mitsuru: I told him I would come as soon as possible x.x; It's not my fault that all my patients like to overbook me just before I have a vacation due...

Lol. Sei just wants Toui to listen to him X3; After all, he always caters to Toui's sex!needs, right? Of course, he ENJOYS those, as opposed to Toui, who doesn't really enjoy the art scene :3;; Ah well, it's nothing serious. Hopefully they'll work it out pretty quickly...

[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

That's why Toui's thinking of something other than sex. Because he has this sickening feeling that Sei doesn't appreciate sex anymore. XD

Toui: I should not have sex for one week!
Yon: You wouldn't be able to last. T_T;

All bets taken now.

And Rosh appreciates the gold thread. He feels all badass, or something.
Roshiel: Why do you keep associating that word with me?

And how did, erm, rosh die in the premonition?
Roshiel: Don't ask that! T_T

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

He appreciates it... well, as much as he ever has XD;

Sei: no sex for one week...? >_>; Are you sure that's healthy for you, Toui?
Shuu: :o It's not that hard Toui! Ganbatte!

I bet he can last up to four days :D He's an athlete, he's got STAMINA X3

Cause you are TEH badass of the story, Roosh!! :D

Rich: nnng, I'd rather not discuss it, but if you're really curious... It was mostly a series of images, seemingly disjointed, but, uh, I've gotten used to reading them... The most obvious would probably be that there was lots and lots of blood throughout most of it... It didn't give a distinct image of him dying, but I did see the gash across his stomach, and he just... he just faded away at the end.

[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

wow... so Rich-san has seen it more than once?!

Roshiel: That... That is not very good.
BlytheTaitouBan: ROSHIEL-SAMA~ ;_;

Toui: At least you believe in me, Shuuichi~ ::takes shuu's hands... shoujoububbles::

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

Rich: It wasn't more than once... premonitions, at least for me, are more like having a dream suddenly when you are awake. So I've only seen it once, but it's still bothering me anyway. It was quite graphic.

Shuu: ::sparkles added to the shoujobubbles:: Hai, Toui!
::sweatdrops:: >>;;;

[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

Toui: Shuuichi~ ::long pause:: ... ::LICK::

I think Toui's fave licking partner is shuu. o.o;

Toui: He tastes good! Like sugar cookies. :OOOO

Obzy: ::thinks that is kind of cute:: <3

::USES NOKORU ICON TO IDOMU::

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

Shuu: ::blinks, surprised, but then he blushes::

That would certainly seem the case :D; He's always licking him....

Shuu: ::BLUSH:: like sugar cookies? o///o ::wonders if Obzy likes sugar cookies.... Blushes more::

Does he think Shuu tasting like sugar cookies is cute? Or that Toui licking Shuu is cute?! XD;;

Nokoru and Idomu! OMGTHEIRLOVEISSOTRUE!!! (er... for the end of the anime at least :D;;; )

[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

I think he likes the facts of Shuu tasting like sugar cookies. But he's still trying to avoid shuu like the plague right now. ^^;

Toui: Shuh~ga~coo~kee~

Whatever, Toui. O_o

Toui: NONO! SHUU-gar cookies! :D
Yon: .........Ew.

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

:9 Obzy should go ahead and give him a lick, then. And I think Shuu's too cute to be a plague :D And epidemic, maybe, but not a plague XD

XD I just KNEW he was going to say that, lol.

What's the matter Yon? Did you like sugar cookies before? XD But they are forever corrupted to you? Like vanilla ice cream?
Milo: ::looks confused at that reference::

::has to run off to the meteorology classroom now to get set up x.x::