The randomness is spreading...

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omg. My head is eating itself. x.x; I tried to go to bed at 5 this morning. Honestly I did. But it just wouldn't work. I ended up pondering Yukimura Sanada, what things I should talk about that I didn't include in my outline, and how I was going to keep my two lectures seperate. So, I'm operating under little sleep, I have meteorology looming over my head tonight, Chinese tomorrow, and a stupid, rackenfracken lousy story to write for Creative Writing because I said I would because I've missed so many classes/assigments >.<;

The weekend was not relaxing... at least not consciously relaxing. I slept through half of it, but I'm just going into the week with a deficit anyway. TWO couples are fighting in Punz now x.x; Rebels characters are complaining about lack of recent spotlight time, and Sininnen is bitching about wanting to make up with Huang.

In other, freakier news, I've been getting a lot of those... weird longing feelings again. You know, the ones where I just, I dunno, have this, like, deja vu feeling that the situation I'm in occured in ancient Japan. It's a very weird feeling, but my chest just gets all tight, and I can almost SEE faces that are quite obviously not there.... Yeah, I probably sound like a real loony right now :D;;;

Maybe it's reincarnation short-wiring, or maybe it's just my imagination kicking me in the head. I don't know; the tightness in my chest is not really... physical, but more like the tightness you get when you look at a picture of a family member/pet who died. It's that nostalgic feeling of something you really miss hitting you again... does ANYONE else even have a clue as to what I'm talking about? x.x;;; mrrrf.

I have to draw something. Or sleep. I can't tell which. Eating would be good too x.x; I've just had absoltutely no time to do any of the three ;.; Luckily I ate alot this weekend. Stupid school >.<;

My dad was SO unbelievably chatty this morning. It's amazing he couldn't see that I was obviously just trying to sleep during the car ride to school :D; I was a little short with him, but it wasn't a 'rude!Rin' sort of shortness. More of just answering with mostly grunts :D;;;

It's a really nice day, which I think is the reason that I could act so animated when I was giving my presentations. Nya~ If this were a rainy day... ha ha, unleash the beast :3;

Spring Week continues today. No, that doesn't mean I'm out of class. It means that the school clubs all do fun activities... and end exactly when I get out of my classes >.<; Whee, so no fun for me. T_T;

Uhm, hopefully the meteorology lab will be open (though I doubt it, rawr.) In any case, I must hunt down food, at least to keep me awake (it's gotten to the point where if I even lower my eyes, I almost fall asleep). Hopefully, class will be short and innocent today, though I feel like I have SOMETHING due ::hides:: ;.;

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Hu still does not feel like talking to Sini. He actually has not been talking with me AT ALL. But I think that's because I've just been so fangirlish over Roshiel.

Obsidian is very quiet.

I find it funny that there are two people in Rikkai named Sanada and Yumimura. And they are often paired together. o_o