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blah. Well, I'm finally feeling better enough to come back online x_x;

I missed my Meteorology class on Thursday, and ended up sleeping a good portion of the day x_o; And then, I stayed up late night to write my Creative Writing. However, I wasn't quite satisfied with how I ended it, but figured I might as well just go to bed, because I wasn't feeling well again.

Well, I kept waking up, and decided that I wouldn't sleep very productively, so maybe I'd try to stay up until Creative Writing, but a few hours before I had to go, I knew I wasn't going to be able xoX;

Lucky me, class was cancelled and so I just went back to sleep.

So, my lack of being around has been mostly due to sleeping alot x_x;

In the recent few hours before I got the computer, I played some video games, AND drew a picture with Hikaru and Rin. I'll have to upload that with the Taki picture I drew for Trey-chan. Too bad I'm not satisfied with the Taki picture ._.;

AND~ In other news, maybe it's just me, but I feel kinda... left out and out of place everywhere nowadays x_x; In most of my classes (English being the only one otherwise so far) I feel like I'm not even on the same level as most of the people, and that they severely dislike me. Online, it's sorta the same as well. I haven't really been fitting in anywhere ._.; I feel like a burden and an outsider in just about everything I put effort into.

Not that my family's helping any, ya know? I mean, yes, they've been nicer over the past few days because I've been sick, but just a day or so before I got sick, my mom (of all people) said, to my face, that she had wished I wasn't awake to eat dinner with the family so that she could have more >.<;

Ugh.

Ah well, it all could just be me o.o; I'm known to be paranoid sometimes >_>; It's apparently a running trait in my family...

Tenshi ni naritai...

:x Well, I've been busy, not that anyone cares ^_-

Colored a picture of Rin and Hikaru, and tossed it up here: http://www.deviantart.com/view/5154556/

Um, yeah, if you can't comment at DeviantArt, please, feel free to comment here ^_^ It'd be nice to hear what people think...

:o And, I just realized that I have to put up a picture of Soushi... and Nagumo too... I've got Toriya pictures up, and Hikaru ones, and of course Rin ones...

Well, I'll have to make some for those two. Only problem is that they're not as easy to draw as Rin, Hikaru, Toriya, and Yasunari XD;;

Granted, they are... well, Soushi is... much easier to color. Yasunari's got this hair color... that is, like... impossible for me to repeat X_x;

Saa, oyasuminaohayou minna-san :D (phrase stolen from J-chan :D; )

Posting... and hearing the echo...

Eh. Just an angsty lil Toriya and Atsushi blurb. It's useful for those of you who have NO FRIKKEN clue as to who Atsushi-san is :D;

Um, yeah, so it gives an insight to poor Toriya's bad mental health for a while there o.o; And I'd like to warn people, his strange behavior is brought about by the medication he was on. ._.; It makes him have strange mood swings and violent behavior... Ano... He's okay now, cause he was taken off it when the conversion into Hikaru was complete, but... ah well, just read, okay? :D Please? I'll give you a cookie~

( Just click and read :D )