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blah. Well, I'm finally feeling better enough to come back online x_x;

I missed my Meteorology class on Thursday, and ended up sleeping a good portion of the day x_o; And then, I stayed up late night to write my Creative Writing. However, I wasn't quite satisfied with how I ended it, but figured I might as well just go to bed, because I wasn't feeling well again.

Well, I kept waking up, and decided that I wouldn't sleep very productively, so maybe I'd try to stay up until Creative Writing, but a few hours before I had to go, I knew I wasn't going to be able xoX;

Lucky me, class was cancelled and so I just went back to sleep.

So, my lack of being around has been mostly due to sleeping alot x_x;

In the recent few hours before I got the computer, I played some video games, AND drew a picture with Hikaru and Rin. I'll have to upload that with the Taki picture I drew for Trey-chan. Too bad I'm not satisfied with the Taki picture ._.;

AND~ In other news, maybe it's just me, but I feel kinda... left out and out of place everywhere nowadays x_x; In most of my classes (English being the only one otherwise so far) I feel like I'm not even on the same level as most of the people, and that they severely dislike me. Online, it's sorta the same as well. I haven't really been fitting in anywhere ._.; I feel like a burden and an outsider in just about everything I put effort into.

Not that my family's helping any, ya know? I mean, yes, they've been nicer over the past few days because I've been sick, but just a day or so before I got sick, my mom (of all people) said, to my face, that she had wished I wasn't awake to eat dinner with the family so that she could have more >.<;

Ugh.

Ah well, it all could just be me o.o; I'm known to be paranoid sometimes >_>; It's apparently a running trait in my family...