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hn. Just got back from the deli, and figured, hell, I might as well, you know, catch up anyone who cares :/

Got an AMP energy drink (which, consequently, tastes like slurpees, gummi bears, and something else I can't identify) and some twizzlers. The sugar high hasn't hit yet... though I usually don't get them o.O

Saw a heron, y0. He was standing stock still, like I he thought I couldn't see him ^^;

Hopefully, despite being the terrible slacker I am, Trey-chan will be proud to know that I have actually drawn a full body picture of Llwydwyn (pronounced 'Hu wi do win'), and a mostly full pic of Robin. I've also been actually planning out stuff about them, though I still don't know what illness Robin could have x.x;

I still have to fill out the questionnaire, but I'm looking for it now, so it should probably be done soon.

And if Trey-chan draws Llwydwyn, she'd probably make him cuter than I can XD; Which is good, because he's SUPPOSED to be cute... (though I wonder if she'll like his fashion sense... XD; )

::looks up:: for some reason, my cat has decided to sit on my monitor ^^; I hope he doesn't do like he used to, and drape his arm/paw down in front of the screen :3;; Oh, too late, he already did...

Watched all(most) of Slayers NEXT. I really do miss the old days where I'd play Xelloss and Phibrizio and Xelas when Hawk would play Dynast and Deep Sea Dolphin and Lina... and Gourry too, I think. No one ever wanted to play Gaav/Garv XD; Though I think we ended up asking J-chan to... (even while he played Valgaav/Valgarv and Zelgadis)

I was, uh, fangirling Ishida-sama again :3;; Oh, and laughing my ass off at Hikaru-san/Zelgadis as he instructed Lina and Amelia in the 'spell' XDDD

Though... as usual, I became angered at how L-sama, as wise and wonderful as she is, seems to really dislike the Mazoku >>; I mean, Lina being her favorite aside, L-sama really disfavors the Mazoku, doesn't she? They never catch a break ^^; Maybe it's just because they're, for the most part, after Lina...

... or maybe I just sympathise with Phibrizio too much >>;;

And, of course, I still wonder why a picture of Sylphiel takes up four tapes of the series, and yet... well... She's hardly in it o.O; In fact, it seems she's only in the last tape! :o

... yes, I don't really, uh, think that much of Sylphiel. No, I don't hate her, she just doesn't hold any of my interest. (that and I think Gourry is better with Lina >>; )

Just left Oeilvert in FF9. I am trying to get back to Treno because I hunger for cards... And I want to buy the Magical Fingertip that has yet to appear... And I want to beat the monster in the Knight's house before I switch over to disc 4. ... Damn you Kuja. Damn your I'msoobviouslygayandyetIforsomereasonlustafterGarnet ways >.<; ( I mean COME ON. Kuja liking a chick is as... rare as Toriya liking a chick. Not gonna happen!) Damn your stealing Eiko. Damn your silver dragon that looks green. Damn you for upsetting Vivi.

... uh. :D; Haa... sorry.

Glad to have Steiner back in mah posse~ He kicks serious ass, especially when teamed with Vivi. But, I'm sadly at that point where I have to swith people around and decide who I want to use, and I'm very indecisive when it comes to selecting characters...

Hm. I don't know why I like Hakobune, but I know why I like SPIRIT WAY. Because the music sounds like FF9 music. I had thought it sounded familiar when I first heard it... It's very similar to Gizamaluke's Grotto, I think...

....SP'RITU WAY~~~! ...

... s'rry.

hn. Just as I finally get off my slacker ass and draw something, my scanner fritzes. >.<; Damn him! Maybe it's waiting for the art of Brazowy .... u.u;;;

::beats Brazowy:: >.<; He's my trouble-maker, as far as character development goes. Maybe Herman has something against him... Or maybe Herman is preoccupied with Xellos o.O; In ANY case, other than a few things I've learned about Brazowy, I don't know all that much T.T;;

I think Verweile Doch! will either be my official Eike voice... or my official Nagumo voice... Hell, maybe it can be both! I mean, Eike's German. And the song has a kindof Nagumo feel to it...

Though it'd be weird having Nagumo have a German titled song when Toriya is the only one with German blood in 'im...

OOOOOKAAAY. The AMP is kicking in now, I think :D;;; I want to DO stuff, but, uh, people in my house are still sleeping desu >>; And I already went walking. ;.; I wish people would go to a mall with me.... ::SOB:: Like... N-chan. Though she probably has better things to do than just amble around a dumb ol' mall with me :D;; I mean... I just want to GO, you know? I don't want to actually do anything. Maybe scope for job openings...

My mom wouldn't go u.u; She doesn't like going anywhere in the first place, let alone to a mall. Mrf. And I can't say to her "I just want to walk around and stuff." cause she is not of the getting it. (... yes. I meant to say it that way o.O; )

Unfortunately, I have lost N-chan's number, so I cannot even call and try to see if she is available u.u; Woe is me. And I don't want to ask 'her' because the annoying fiance will probably come >.<; And I dun wanna go with Mike cause, uh, he's a guy. And doing something girly like hanging out at a mall is NOT something I wanna do with him ^^;; Especially after our whole 'I'm like Shinichi and he's like Hattori' thingy. I.E. friends/I'malwaysrightevenwhenhetriestobetheonewho'sright thingy.

So. I'm stuck, I guess... YES. I only have three rl friends T.T So what?!

u.u; No, I don't know why it's that way. Though... I am pretty damn elitist... ha... yeah. Maybe that's why... NAH! There's just hardly any cool people where I live! >:D

...

^^;; Okay. I hold grudges. That's a problem :3; I won't even REALIZE I'm holding a grudge until I wince at a person >>; I'll just think of a person and be all ">.x;" Which, I guess, means that if I don't like you... I stay not liking you.

You know, it only takes a well-drawn fanart to throw you back into a fandom. u.u; Yeah, I'm back on my Xel/Zel, Zel/Xel kick >>; Dammit. All for a fanart by bgeezus on dA >>;; Of course, I follow her livejournal too (and share her crazy love of Ishida Akira) but STILL. I had KILLED that side of Herman ^^; What with my Zel/Amelia-ness.... But I guess it ressurected...

...with a vengeance >>; I need to draw Xel. He is, after all, my muse's idol! He's the reason Herman mutated... er, I mean, changed (too much Persona >>; ). He apparently inherited Xel's need to harass Hawkee and really like Ser-chan ^^; Poor Hawkee!

hmmmmmmm. I wish my scanner would work so that I could color Llwydwyn... grey. ^^; Yeah, his name means 'grey' in Celtic, and uh, that means he's got to be all grey. Grey hair AND clothes... I'm sure I can work it out! >3 Or maybe I'll just wait until Trey-chan draws Llwydwyn and color THAT. hahahaha. I really would rather color her art. It's always so clean and pretty ;.; Much nicer than mine.. Only cause I'll screw up my art when I outline it and color it. But she always cleans up her stuff really well x.x; rawrgh.

... Even though I'm sure I have more to say, I've probably talked too much already >>;;

Hooray for teh!Toriya, for he is now a year older without managing to, uh, change ages. Because I do not do that to my boiz all that often :3;

If I WAS changing ages, well, uh, he would be ::thinks:: 26 right now. :O Making Rin 24. Poor Atsushi-san would be in, like, his mid-thirties by then! 34 desu yo (cause, he's eight years older than Toriya, making him ten years older than Rin...)

I have not... done... anything for him >>; Because yesterday I went out to the deli for ice cream, made my sister play tennis with me, and then watched Prince of Tennis and saw the Fuji/Eiji match verses Saeki/Itsuki(?) Hoo. Fuji was so scary(sexy).

And, thanks to Kazuma Kodaka (whom I luff), I like Tezuka/Fuji again... But, I really only like HER Tezuka/Fuji stuff. Probably because she always makes all of her yaoi couples, like, teh!hot >>; I cannot refuse her pairings. Of course, I'm still strongly for Taka/Fuji (especially after the match of Taka/Momo against Davide/Bane), but, uh, Kodaka-sama makes Tezu/Fuji... uhm... sexy. ._.;

The good news is that she also draws really hot Golden Pair stuff :3;; She makes Kikumaru so cute! X3 Supposedly, Kodaka-sama drops everything she's doing if Hikaru no Go or Tennis no Oujisama comes on XD And now she's moved her work table to face her tv. She's so... normal for such a famous manga-ka...

>> I also have a Iori/Kyo doujinshi by her. Fwa! I want all of the stuff she makes!!! ... Just like Kaimu Tachibana >>;

Nya... it's a good thing Kodaka-sama switched from her previous artstyle, though. She used to draw... more realistically... like the art in "Strain" ... So now I like her art better (Actually, I stole Toriya's hair style from one of her really hot guys - Tashiro X3. See, I connected him to this rant nicely!)

Hn. It vaguely worries me though... Kodaka-sama seems to really like Fuji (I mean, he's in every doujinshi I have by her for Prince of Tennis)... so... maybe she doesn't like Mizuki! *GASP* I mean, I have not seen anything to prove so, but it's possible. I mean... I like both of them (which is so... contradicting :3; ) but others are probably not like me x.x;

In any case... Ha. Her one scene with Ooishi and Kikumaru reminds me of Sei and Toui's first time XD Ooishi's all "Does it hurt?" and Kikumaru's like "@.x; NO. Not all all ::clipped voice, clenches pillow:: "

As per usual, I am behind in art. Cause I am teh lazy. And, I want a new rpg T.T; A nice, long ps1 rpg. I have plenty of nice, long ones, especially ones I have not finished even the first time around. But. Uh. I want a new one u.u;

Need to read more Sherlock Holmes. I've been reading a story here or there, but I gotta finish his memoirs before I start the other book. And I have Dean Koontz's Whispers to read (I know what it's about, so maybe I shouldn't read it. >>; I mean.. it's supposed to be a suspense/horror novel, you know? And knowing already... kinda ruins it), as well as some paper-back fantasy story I got from the library. It doesn't look too promising though; kind of an over-used plot line... But, maybe I'll skim it ^^;

I need... something new. Like a new game. I know I said this earlier in the entry, but that's my point. It's been bugging me for a long time that I need something new. Reading new stuff is good (I'm getting a total kick out of the Sherlock Holmes stuff), but I dunno... I need... a new game. Something to engage my mind in a different way :O

I know this sounds completely unlike me (People have been saying this alot to me recently >>; ) but I want to go shopping. Not for anything in particular... Though I do want some more clothes o.o Mrf. I can't do it, though, because my mom hates shopping (especially for clothes) and my dad... I dunno... wouldn't be fun? Not in the 'just hanging out' sort of way, at least :/ Maybe I can convince N-chan to? ._. I just am always afraid to call her, cause she might be busy working or something ::dies:: nyaaa...

Maybe I should try doing something productive... Only, whenever I try to get down to it, nothing ever happens x.x; It's really irritating, you know? Like, writing... I can't do it when I'm at the computer, and I get ideas when I'm not on the computer, but get too lazy to write it down. ._.; Ah, the imagined hardships I go through...

hahahah. So glad it's over -.-; If I never see that place again, it'll be too soon..

So, um, yeah... Kinda blazed through the Chinese final. I don't really remember it too much x.o; Like, I do, but I don't. >_>;

As soon as the shock wears off, I'm gonna start writing and drawing Punz stuff again.

And Gavin has shown up. >_>; Being surrounded by Gavin, Xelloss, and Herman is really bad x.x; They're, uh, not very productive :3; Herman's reverting to his troublesome stage, which means bad things for my characters ^^;;

Not that you all care :3 I just don't care if no one else cares :3 I'm just glad to (hopefully) be outta CCM.

Rewatched some Detective Conan. Yei. Including the Karaoke Box Murder Case - one of my particular favorites, y0.

Still not used to getting enough sleep... Woke up too early today (for someone who wanted to sleep a long time :D;; )

Now... for the summer... Hrm.

Final spazzy leap.

Yup. Three finals tomorrow: English (take-home), History (all essays, but about Japan), and Chinese (some open book). And then it's ALL done.

I'm not TOO worried, provided I get to sleep at a decent hour... Well, okay, as long as I get at least two hours of sleep x.o;

Got a 100% on my Meteorology Final. Eight pages of matching. Very easy for me x.x; And I got an A in the course, which makes me happy....

Gotta write up this take-home English exam. Five essays, all on the same thing, just different stories/characters. It shouldn't be TOO hard, but... eh...

It's been very hot and muggy-ish here x.x; Not overly bad, but still not great. Good weather for Hikaru :3; Yasunari and Toriya, however, are dying in it XD

There were terrible lightning storms last night. Scared the living daylights outta Kittanna, who proceeded to hide behind the couch. I totally thought I should have named him Ryuubi/Liu Bei instead X3;;

Iced tea is good.

Writing papers, however, is not.

I think the stress is wearing off, cause I've been able to at least sketch a little bit again. Yay me.

I think I pulled a muscle under my arm. Carrying my backpack, and stretching my arm above my head hurts x.o;

Hotmail is pissing me off. I can't access my e-mail and get the file sent to me >.<; And I sort of need it for my one essay...

... I must rewatch Detective Conan... or get more... Or both >_>; Luckily, my mom and dad are going into China Town for her birthday and thus I told them to get me more Detective Conan T.T Two boxsets are NOT enough, dammit.

Gotta remember to look at Tori Maia art so I can draw some sekushi Sininnen pictures...

..... hahaha, I love procrastination ~.~;

I hope I'm not the last to find this out...
( Slayers spoilers! T_T Be forewarned )
ANGER.

Why do I even bother? >.<;

I dunno :/ This whole semester has just been one lousy situation after the next. I am entirely burnt out.

I got no sleep last night. Said I was going to bed early and technically I did. Shame my BRAIN didn't listen to my body >.<;

So yeah. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff:

(  List of stuff that kept me up last night )

... I suppose I'm done boring everyone for now. If you even read :D; Then again, even *I* am bored by what I just wrote XD;

I have spread the disease >3

I got Trey-chan into CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan.

Nfufufu~ Of course, though, I say. It's adorable, yes?

And another coveted IshidaAkira!role >:3

Now, don't get me wrong, I still love Suoh-sama to death (Hey, c'mon, I use his name and am his damn miko fer cryin' out loud) but Idomu. Well... Idomu is just the only person Anime!Nokoru can seme XD;;; Yeah, yeah, don't believe me, but he moves like an uke.

Well, in the beginning he doesn't, but as it goes on. Har~ He does that girly turn-away like uke do, and he falls like an uke.

I won't say more on THAT, because any more is a spoiler, but you'll see >3 You'll ALL see...!

Uh... I had stuff to talk about before I opened LJ... honestly I did...

Well, lesse, yesterday I went to Kinokuniya despite my misgivings, and actually walked away with quite a bit of loot.

I got a Fudomine folder; a packet of Persona postcards, including one of Jun, since it's from Innocent Sin; my Be-Boy Gold, which was simply marvelous, and full of Nagumo/Toriya goodness, as well as the wonderful ending of Mezase HERO; volume four of Petshop of Horrors; a deck of Prince of Tennis cards; two Naruto figurines; and a stack of magazines.

I also saw a Spiral ~Suiri no Kizuna~ artbook, but alas, I could not get it. Though, if I had put back everything else I got, I probably could have. It had Eyes and Ayumu (Narumi-ototo) on it, and my inner Kanone flared in jealousy... but that's okay.

A few new pictures have been put up on DA, including this: http://www.deviantart.com/view/5307626/ I'm more than likely going to make a Deluxe Edition Long-Haired Rin one for J-chan, simply because he suggested it. It'll look neat, I wager.

Amazingly, I haven't seen hide nor hair of almost anyone all day o.o; But I have gotten to talk with J-chan quite a bit, which is always a pleasant thing ^_^ Maybe I'm just surprised to not see anyone since my brother and sister did not have school today, so I just assumed people would be online?

Ah well, I've gotten some pictures colored, and plenty of reading done, so I'm not overly concerned.

Oh yes! Someone drew a request for me at DA *_* I was so happy! It was neat having a request filled like that, without paying or anything O.O But I saw this one person's Shaman King fanart of Yoh and Amidamaru... I asked if they had ever drawn Manta, so they said they would, and did! Wow, so cool~

On that note, I think I'll go back to blissfully coloring... stuff. Ja ne, minna-san

Hn. It was like a blizzard outside up until I had to leave the building. Then it became a torrential downpour of freezing rainy-bits.

So, unless it drops a degree or so in the next half hour and we either get more snow or icy conditions, I think I've got class tonight... Which in turn means I have to do my meteorology report ^^;;

Well, at least I get to work on the Taiichi picture I said I would draw for Trey-chan ^^

Surprisingly enough, there was a good amount of people who liked my Mizuki pic. I mean, I was shocked, since I liked his outfit so much XD; Why do people like THAT outfit, but not the ones Mizuki usually wears? Mine was no less (or more) fruity, I think.

... maybe it's just the inherent Ishida-Akira-ness of Mizuki. What with the Xelloss precedent and all XD;

I've got the hankering for some Rin-torture, which effectively means I've gotten over all my guilt for the torturing of him in the end of the Rebels :D Good for me, bad for Rin-chan.

... or maybe good for him, depending on his cooperation >3

English was fun today, if only because everyone got to argue if there is a free will (with a little mentioning of everything being just due to luck). Unfortunately, I happened to have a variety of intellectual characters with me, so they had their own ideas, and were even making jokes about what people were saying ^^;

Modern East Asia was... well, tolerable, because we listened to presentations the whole time and were even let out early.

However, I also had it reinforced to me that the people in my group (with the exception of Dakota) are... well... elitist idiots o.o; Like... the sort of people who are really not all that smart, and don't like putting just about any real effort into things, and, in fact, have more difficulty in doing assignments... and yet, they act as if you're a fool, and that you're being snobby and elitist if you suggest something. Ugh, I'm so glad I partnered off with Dakota for our section ^^; It gets me limited time with the other five members >_>;

Oh, and I realized that someone in my Meteorology class is also in my Modern East Asia class o.o He got to work on Japan (lucky!), so I don't have much interaction with him ^^;;

Hn. I have to color more of the b&w pics in my DA gallery. Maybe I'll color the Hikaru picture I just recently added :D It wouldn't be too hard XD I don't even have to puzzle over hair color... Unless..

OOH! Unless I decide to make it fading into red *_* Toriya~~

wow, back after a long sick break X_X;; I got better yesterday... early yesterday, but then I got dragged out shopping ^^;; "well, since you're so well, come with us!!"

... well, at least I got to DDR when I went. And finally, I got the special edition of Akira. FINALLY. dammit. ::cough:: Uhm, yeah, sorry just really wanted to hear their Japanese voices. Kaisuke! *_* Yamagata! *_* Kaneda! *_* <3<3 .... right, anyway! :D;;;;

While I was sick, I apparently adopted a really strange sleeping pattern. So, recently, I've been waking up at 7 in the morning ON MY OWN. Kill me now, please ._.;;;

Anyhoo, I also got loads of drawing done :D So, if you follow my Deviant Art account, there'll be new spiffy pictures up as soon as I finish coloring them. Of course, they're all pictures of people that NO ONE CARES ABOUT :D;; Um, yeah. Like Shuu from Punz. Or Ruki and Tagi from Rasen no Kakera <3 I know no one probably knows Ruki OR Tagi, and Shuu's not really interesting to anyone but me ^^;; But, hey, maybe people will go "oh. Color! ::thumbs up::" lol.

I've also been terrorizing Shuu (since I've promised Toriya to leave Rin alone >.<; ) with threats of a NEW KARESHI! :DD Of course, he hates him XD But Nicomaru (well... okay, his REAL name is Nicholas, but since he moved to Japan, he's given himself a Japanese name XD;; ) thinks Shuu's really cute, and flirts mercilessly with him ::snrk:: Too bad Shuu's siblings also dislike Nicomaru (only because they're both also infatuated with Obsidian :3) Well, we'll just have to see how it all goes down >3

And if that's not enough, two new boys have been added to my list of original characters <3 Blair and Jeremy. Blair-kun is a gamer ::squishes him:: and is just generally anti-social. Jeremy is his senpai, who befriended him... okay, fine, they have nothing in common, but Jeremy is the resident... well... 'lady-killer' ... so to speak... But he thinks he's God's gift to anything human... so.. yeah. Blair's cute... BAD JEREMY! lol.

In other news... Tuesday is the fateful day where I return to school. Actually, I really want to go back ^^;; It makes being anti-social a lot easier o.o; Though most people would be confused about that statement. Facts are, I'm a loner at CCM now, and have been ever since N-chan left ^^; Oh well. Maybe I should make new friends...? .... NAH.

Feh. I think I missed my chance for more Rebels!Rpg with J-chan ::la la la-ment!:: Dammit. I hate getting sick when I could be rping Rebels! >.<;

Rawr. I have to scan that old picture of lil!Toriya. Becuase he's the manipulative lil bastard that makes me do whatever he wants >_>; Others must see how manipulatively cute he is. Because, I don't think people would believe me otherwise... >.>;


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In gaming news, I've already finished Arc the Lad I. Bah, too short. So, I'm currently playing Arc the Lad II. Hee, Elc's cute, but >_> I'm really waiting for Alec in Arc the Lad III. He's the cutest in the three ._.;; And I had originally planned to play all the Arc the Lad games before I had to go back to school. Heh, that didn't quite turn out...

And since I have to make a journal entry for Hikaru, I think I'm finished talking XD;