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[belltrigger]

It's storming over here. It was so bad for a while that it was hailing during the meeting I had at the store tonight.

I'm pretty ticked off - apparently there was a customer complaint about my hair. YEAHMYHAIR. What the fuck, I've worked there for nearly two years now, and this is the first time it's ever been an issue. Grr, I'm so mad. I hate hate hate hate hate the people who live in Chester. Self-important asinine idiots.

Mrph; I'm also in the process of job-scouting. The stress level... it's hard to tell if it's worth the 15% discount and the random free swag. Most of the open jobs, however, are commission-based, and I just don't want to exert that kind of effort in products I don't have any attachment to. The other things are not entry-level things, and let's face it, I have no skills in the first place - certainly nothing impressive enough to put on any sort of resume.

Among other things that are depressing me... one of my favorite characters is finally entering the anime... with the voice of an old man. k'so.... Such a mis-cast... The worst part of it all is that the supposed seiyuu is a young man with a really nice normal voice.

Sigh. Personal morale is at an all-time low. It just dawned on me that I get depressed around this time every year since late high-school, and usually it passes. But... I dunno. I don't have a lot of the things I did the last few years. This might be a harder season to cheer up from.

I guess I'm gonna go watch movies to either distract myself or possibly cheer up.

CHEER UP EMO KID

Comments

[properlyjaded.livejournal.com]

I was reading that this is actually a surprisingly depressing time of year for lots of people...the whole explanation was that everything is growing anew and changing and becoming pretty and the majority of individuals become depressed because they do not feel renewed, feel they should feel renewed, and get depressed over the disparity...but it's a more unconscious type thing.

I think I tend to get depressed whenever I think "oh gee, look how much time has already passed. *le sigh* lol..

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

L-Lol, I guess that's my problem.

I don't get depressed over the time cause... eh, nothing's really changed, so it doesn't affect me?? I dunno.