stressSTRESSsTrEsSStReSs!

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Guh. Driving test in less than a month! OmgI'mgonnaFAILLLL >.<;

Aunt has a job for me at a catering business. I'll look into it (if it's still available) AFTER driving test, because otherwise, I'll be really distracted.

I need a (&$#@@*%$ stamp.

Slept alot yesterday, but woke up in the middle with SHOOTINGOMGPAIN in my feet, which, for some reason corresponded with the weird dream I was having at the time. I have no idea why, and they're totally normal now.

Had a hella crazy dream which doesn't make ANY sense, but was very dramatic and almost like a movie.

STILL have not finished anything for the kissing challenge over on punz_talk.

Haven't submitted any decent self-made artwork over at dA for what seems like centuries...

I have a feeling all of this stress and angst and just general frustration can be placed on two things: lack of interaction with outside world (NOELLLLLL! ;.;) and lack of having done anything worthwhile lately.

.......... RAAARRRGHHH >.< ::flops in the corner::

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[oyamadayoh.livejournal.com]

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[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

;.; ::clings::

[properlyjaded.livejournal.com]

mou...i thought you hung out a lot with that guy who was teaching you to drive and stuff?? This may be a rediculous question, but how are your saturday nights? I think that this is seriously the only night of the week that i'm not in class/at work...well, i work till 7, but, That gives us a decent amount of time to hang out, although i am supposed to be in work at 11 on sunday.

Ive been working more because of wackyness with my car and other stuff, and I'm worried that I'll have some huge expense come up...i suppose the Coach bag and iPod dont help my *savings* however, I havent been buying things for myself really at all, and the iPod at least is practical as a portable hard drive and stuff...mou.

[toriyalover.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well, he went and decided to take a HUGE amount of credits in school at the same time as he's working. So I haven't heard anything from him since, like, Christmas >>; But he promised to take me to my test, so he's gonna do it whether he likes it or not :P

And my Saturday nights are free :D (for now XD; ) Either give me a ring (I haven't called you lately cause I don't like, you know, being a bother x.x; ) or we can agree on a time here on LJ. If you're willing to hang out with me, I don't care what time it is XD

I totally understand the whole car/work thing. Hey, if my test goes well, I'LL drive to you whenever X3 The test is on March 14th ::huddles::

And at least your expenses are worthwhile, right?

[properlyjaded.livejournal.com]

See, I am taking 18 credits, involving 3 night classes (tues, wed, thurs). That only leaves monday, friday, sat, and sun nights free.
I've been working Fri and Sat nights for a loooong time, and I've tried, but I can't really get anybody to switch hours with me.
Saturday is at least only till 7...
Sunday I now work from 11-4 or so, but it's usually a little later than that and I'm not really free sunday nights. it just never works out that way. and i have to get up semi-early on monday.

I have also been having on and off car issues, not really trouble, that whole speedometer thing and I had to get new spark plugs and my dad took like 3 weeks to put them in after me getting them so I didn't want to drive more than I had to....so I only went really to school and work and imperative things like that that I couldn't blow off.

I'llpost my schedule for you. ^^;;

I totally wish we could hang out at your house because that's like half the driving (its about 60 miles to go back and forth 2x to your house!! crazy!!) and more time that we could hang out. Although my mom did the same thing as your parents for like 3 years before we moved because she didn't want other people to see the house either. the only person she let in was my sister's friend that she'd known since kindergarten...mou.