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belltriggerYeah. So I was kidnapped (also known as: forced to be social) by April. She caught me at the bank (where she works).
She dragged me to her house so that I could see the wonder that is Final Fantasy 11 up close and personal. Hm. If I could afford it, I would get a lil silver-haired TaruTaru and name it Rin >:3 Or a really tall platinum-haired Elvaan bishonen and name it Nagumo.... Or get the lil uke Elvaan boy and name it Spear. Harhar.
Also found out that she WAS going to go to Otakon, but instead went to Florida and got engaged...
Now, that's all fine and good (ignoring she's only four days older than me. Yes, my best friend since 4th grade is only four days older than me ^^; ) except for the fact that it's to a guy I CANNOT stand T.T; To be completely honest, that is why I have been avoiding her for, uh, the past two years :D; And why I am iffy about calling her my best-friend now (I mean... come on, we have not really seen each other for 2 years).
He is very rude and insulting towards anything to do with the Japanese language. He says things like "if you're just going to listen to gibberish, you might as well do it with any language" !!!!!! >.<; HATE.
Also, and I have not told her this (because I honestly think she would value his opinion over anything I had to say), I think he is very degrading. He seems to treat her like she is an idiot. Now, uh, she's not smart when it comes to some things, I'll openly agree with that. But EVERYONE has things they are not good at >.<;
And the thing that pissed me off the most is that he transfers his 'you're a girl and therefore know nothing of electronics (including simple things like ps2)' onto ME.
T.T
Har. That's the (actually, one of many) very reason I broke up with he-who-shall-not-be-named. Hawk, you know who I speak of. T.T Treated me like a damn woman who could do nothing! >.<;
Look, I don't want to be treated as a guy. Okay? Let's get that straight right now. I'm not strong enough physically to be treated as an all-out guy. But, I certainly don't want to be treated like a chick (who is a moron and cannot do anything for herself, especially) even more than that. I just want to be treated as SHANNON. Work with (or don't) MY personality, and not my bloody gender T.T
You get in trouble when you do that.
Anyway. So I was also thrown for a loop when she wanted me to actually participate in the wedding X.X; That means I have to actually wear a dress >.<; Dammit. She wants me to be... uh... dammit, what's the opposite of Best Man?
Well, at least it's not the first wedding I've been in. After all, I was the flower girl at my parent's wedding (Yeah, I'm an official, literal 'bastard'... )
But. Eh. Well, I suppose I'll have to. I pretty much already said yes x.x;
In other news, my mom keeps telling me I should stop this 'rivalry' I have with my brother because I am not a boy :3;;;;; To be honest, when he's not being a prick over anime, I get along decently with him. We play video games together, and fight over who gets the biggest portion of food.
.... what? Is that really how brothers act?
So, anyway, I think I'm gonna go now. Maybe. I have a hankering to draw an oekaki, but ugh. I'm not good at it anymore (was I ever? No.) and I don't know what I want to draw x.x;
And I've got FF9 to get back to. Yeah, I started over again, and just got to Burmecia. I want Steiner back! ;.; My final party ALWAYS includes Zidane, Vivi, and Steiner. ALWAYS. I cycle out the fourth member all the time XD; I sometimes have Eiko, or Amarant, or Freya, or Quina... I avoid Dagger cause she's just about useless.
Eiko does almost everything Dagger does, and is way cuter. And doesn't get 'depressed' in the middle of the game, refusing to fight! x.x; It's fine that she's depressed, but since you HAVE to use her, it gets very irritating. At that point, she's just about the only healer you have (other than items) and she barely does anything, acts slowly, and will blatantly refuse your commands sometimes! >.<;
Granted, I like Dagger more than Yuna, but my dislike for Yuna is only because I think she's pretty darn ugly (she's not like all the other main FF girls ;.;) and I HATE her dub voice.
It has nothing to do with my standard "ewww, it's dubbed, take it away" reflex. No, it's that the Yuna voice actress cannot act. Even when Yuna is actually being tough, the voice actress still has her talking very mousy, and weak, and just... not what I would imagine.
Oh, but I'll never play FFX-2. NEVER. If I could not stand Yuna in FFX, why would I play a game where she's the main character? Though, if you could switch her OUT, I would play... Cause there's a really cute guy in it >>; And I like Rikku.
But, for me, none of the games will ever beat FF7 and FF9. Though... FF12 does look promising... The main boy is very cute! >:3 Vaguely reminds me of Hikaru, yes he does.
....
Since I'm probably bothering you all with my useless rant, I think I'll stop for now :D;;;
She dragged me to her house so that I could see the wonder that is Final Fantasy 11 up close and personal. Hm. If I could afford it, I would get a lil silver-haired TaruTaru and name it Rin >:3 Or a really tall platinum-haired Elvaan bishonen and name it Nagumo.... Or get the lil uke Elvaan boy and name it Spear. Harhar.
Also found out that she WAS going to go to Otakon, but instead went to Florida and got engaged...
Now, that's all fine and good (ignoring she's only four days older than me. Yes, my best friend since 4th grade is only four days older than me ^^; ) except for the fact that it's to a guy I CANNOT stand T.T; To be completely honest, that is why I have been avoiding her for, uh, the past two years :D; And why I am iffy about calling her my best-friend now (I mean... come on, we have not really seen each other for 2 years).
He is very rude and insulting towards anything to do with the Japanese language. He says things like "if you're just going to listen to gibberish, you might as well do it with any language" !!!!!! >.<; HATE.
Also, and I have not told her this (because I honestly think she would value his opinion over anything I had to say), I think he is very degrading. He seems to treat her like she is an idiot. Now, uh, she's not smart when it comes to some things, I'll openly agree with that. But EVERYONE has things they are not good at >.<;
And the thing that pissed me off the most is that he transfers his 'you're a girl and therefore know nothing of electronics (including simple things like ps2)' onto ME.
T.T
Har. That's the (actually, one of many) very reason I broke up with he-who-shall-not-be-named. Hawk, you know who I speak of. T.T Treated me like a damn woman who could do nothing! >.<;
Look, I don't want to be treated as a guy. Okay? Let's get that straight right now. I'm not strong enough physically to be treated as an all-out guy. But, I certainly don't want to be treated like a chick (who is a moron and cannot do anything for herself, especially) even more than that. I just want to be treated as SHANNON. Work with (or don't) MY personality, and not my bloody gender T.T
You get in trouble when you do that.
Anyway. So I was also thrown for a loop when she wanted me to actually participate in the wedding X.X; That means I have to actually wear a dress >.<; Dammit. She wants me to be... uh... dammit, what's the opposite of Best Man?
Well, at least it's not the first wedding I've been in. After all, I was the flower girl at my parent's wedding (Yeah, I'm an official, literal 'bastard'... )
But. Eh. Well, I suppose I'll have to. I pretty much already said yes x.x;
In other news, my mom keeps telling me I should stop this 'rivalry' I have with my brother because I am not a boy :3;;;;; To be honest, when he's not being a prick over anime, I get along decently with him. We play video games together, and fight over who gets the biggest portion of food.
.... what? Is that really how brothers act?
So, anyway, I think I'm gonna go now. Maybe. I have a hankering to draw an oekaki, but ugh. I'm not good at it anymore (was I ever? No.) and I don't know what I want to draw x.x;
And I've got FF9 to get back to. Yeah, I started over again, and just got to Burmecia. I want Steiner back! ;.; My final party ALWAYS includes Zidane, Vivi, and Steiner. ALWAYS. I cycle out the fourth member all the time XD; I sometimes have Eiko, or Amarant, or Freya, or Quina... I avoid Dagger cause she's just about useless.
Eiko does almost everything Dagger does, and is way cuter. And doesn't get 'depressed' in the middle of the game, refusing to fight! x.x; It's fine that she's depressed, but since you HAVE to use her, it gets very irritating. At that point, she's just about the only healer you have (other than items) and she barely does anything, acts slowly, and will blatantly refuse your commands sometimes! >.<;
Granted, I like Dagger more than Yuna, but my dislike for Yuna is only because I think she's pretty darn ugly (she's not like all the other main FF girls ;.;) and I HATE her dub voice.
It has nothing to do with my standard "ewww, it's dubbed, take it away" reflex. No, it's that the Yuna voice actress cannot act. Even when Yuna is actually being tough, the voice actress still has her talking very mousy, and weak, and just... not what I would imagine.
Oh, but I'll never play FFX-2. NEVER. If I could not stand Yuna in FFX, why would I play a game where she's the main character? Though, if you could switch her OUT, I would play... Cause there's a really cute guy in it >>; And I like Rikku.
But, for me, none of the games will ever beat FF7 and FF9. Though... FF12 does look promising... The main boy is very cute! >:3 Vaguely reminds me of Hikaru, yes he does.
....
Since I'm probably bothering you all with my useless rant, I think I'll stop for now :D;;;
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Date: 2004-07-09 02:30 pm (UTC)...Unless it was with me. <3
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Um, yeah. I MISSED YOU. I should have stayed online and waited for you. ;_; Argh. But I did leave some yummy profiles up. And have been drawing lots of Kakera.
Look, I don't want to be treated as a guy. Okay? Let's get that straight right now. I'm not strong enough physically to be treated as an all-out guy. But, I certainly don't want to be treated like a chick (who is a moron and cannot do anything for herself, especially) even more than that. I just want to be treated as SHANNON. Work with (or don't) MY personality, and not my bloody gender T.T
I solemnly swear to treat you as Shannon. My seme. >D
Seriously... If you still like the girl, then maybe you should attempt to be in her wedding. Apparently, it is a big deal to her, and you must still really mean a lot to her. I mean... wow. Maid of Honor. That's a really high, uh, thingie.
Yes, the boyfriend is a jerk. But that is really not your place to say anything unless he directly insults you. ;/ Then you can punch his teeth out. But you're good about keeping quiet. I know a lot about electronic stuff, and if he said something like that to me, I'd bitch him out.
But I'm just mean that way. :P
Well, only you can make the descision. Good luck!
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Date: 2004-07-09 06:29 pm (UTC)... well, you got me there XD;
Kakera is so teh!purty. Hopefully he will meet more people than just Nick ^^;
Well, considering me a seme doesn't bother me. That allows for a wide-range of stuff, you know? It jsut doesn't seem... as bad a label thing T.T;;;
Oh. I have no problem with her. I've known her for ten years after all. The only problem is that she, uh, seems to think I know a lot more of her friends than I do o.O;;;
Yeah. I know T.T; That's why I have not said anything to either of them. Whenever he insults Japanese or acts like I'm a moron (trust me, he made me vaguely twitchy at one point) I just kind of say something flippantly and ignore him. Unless she tries to get us to interact. Which I think she does on a regular occasion ^^;;;;;;
Hn. I wish I could punch out his teeth T.T Grrrr. He doesn't seem to respect her, to be honest u.u; But I will let her do what she wants, unless he's harming her greatly T.T
And yeah, I'll probably do the whole wedding thing. I already told her about the convention, so she's gonna avoid that set of dates, apparently :O
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Date: 2004-07-09 06:00 pm (UTC)Hey, I'm jealous. April will get to see again how pretty Shannon is when she's wearing a dress. *ducks* :D
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Date: 2004-07-09 06:38 pm (UTC)Bah. I'll have to take pictures... or something... or other....
I'll toss 'em up on DeviantArt (along with prospective Otakon pics) if they are taken...
Hnnnn.... She'll probably get pictures taken >>; Her parents like doing that to me :3;;;; They've probably got a lot of good blackmail pictures ^^;;; More than my parents, lol.
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Date: 2004-07-09 07:38 pm (UTC)...
And then I'll point and laughno subject
Date: 2004-07-09 09:54 pm (UTC)... and then worried ^^;;;;; And embarrassed.
>>; I swear, dresses are made just to make fun of people like me...