Head for the hills
Mar. 13th, 2004 02:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
belltriggerFufufufu. A series of rants. Because I can.
That creative writing class... is soul-destroying x_x; And there is this one girl in it... I don't know WHAT I did to get her to dislike me so much. But no matter what I write, no matter how different my genres are, she hates it. And what's worse is that she vocalizes just how much she hates it. It's getting quite irritating
... I don't like her works, but I don't challenger her on it every single time she writes stuff. Literally, when you compare two of her works, you can find phrases that are worded almost exactly the same. Oh, and apparently the types of stories she likes are ones that include a girl going to a club, getting high on ecstacy (or however you spell it), and then having sex against a speaker with a guy that she -get this- only sees when she goes to the club (and yet somehow seems to be in love with) {I'm not exaggerating. This was really a story someone brought in}
I'm sorry, but I hate the teacher. A good portion of the students are okay. I don't have any big thing against them. They're funny - I don't associate with them all that much- but it's not necessarily because I don't like them.
Hn. Someone asked why I wasn't writing any more of my story and bringing it in. Well, I didn't want to be rude, because the person who asked was rather nice. I merely explained that no one seemed to like it, and the professor seemed to absolutely hate it, so I wasn't going to force myself to read it, nor the class to listen.
... Maybe I'm just vindictive, but I thought it was karma when she had to have all her wisdom teeth taken out. Maybe that's mean to think/say, but I honestly think that's what she gets for being such an unpleasant person.
Nnnn, I haven't been eating like I should. But it's not my fault. It's not like I don't want to eat >.<; It's not like I'm thinking I'm overweight, or some stupid thing like that (because trust me, I'm almost worried I'm underweight. Maybe next time I hang out with N-chan, I'll ask if we can get some food from Burger King or something ^^; ) But I've just had so much stress >..<; But I'm doing extra credit, so it's all 'good' ). Luckily, I somehow got a 97% on the Meteorology exam...
When my grades in Meteorology get better, my Chinese grades get worse...
I haven't been online to see Trey-chan as much as I should. I'm worried she's getting mad at me... Or that she's thinking she can't depend on me, or that... I don't know. All I know is I feel like I'm not doing what I should. That there's something that I should be doing differently. And I always feel awful when I HAVE to get offline, because I'm just SO tired, and I have to get to class... But I don't know what else I'm supposed to do...
And my mom. Oh, she has been NO help at all. She's the type of person to insult you, and call you all sorts of things just when you need someone to say things like "It'll work out; relax a bit!" She gets on my case for things that she really shouldn't. Like, just tonight, she started yelling at me all because I didn't want to wash dishes to cook something for myself. I said "I just don't want it [that particular dish] enough to wash dishes and then cook it." and told her that I'd just get something else to eat... You know, something that was already prepared, because with everything happening, I just don't really feel like cleaning, and cooking, and then cleaning some more.
So yes. But don't people under stress usually eat more? That's what I had always associated it with >.<;
You know, when I first started playing Persona 2:Batsu, I did not really like Baofu (who's 'name' means 'Revenge' by the way). It was probably mostly due to his dub voice, which just really bothers me (Katsuya's voice isn't so bad, though it's WAY higher than his Japanese voice). In any case, he's a wire-tapper, and seems rather unscrupulus XD But you know... I like him more and more as the storyline goes on.
Jun is still my favorite, though he's really more of a major player in Persona 2:Tsumi. Granted, you HAVE to meet him no matter what you do in Batsu because he's just so important to Tatsuya >:D Technically, they're supposedly dopplegangers, but you have the option to make them a couple in Tsumi (coincedentally, the drama cd operates as if they're already dating >3 )
I want to get Tsumi so very much ;.; I want to see Jun, and Joker-sama, and King Leo, and Eikichi (with his TakaSengoku-like ways) and... well, okay, I mostly want to play as Tatsuya (the one who usually just goes "... *flicks Zippo*" XD ) Luckily for me, I have postcards from Tsumi <3 Which means I have a Jun one AND a Joker one <3<3<3
I need to find the manga, even though it doesn't have Jun or Tatsuya or Eikichi or anyone like that! :O Though Katsuya makes a cameo XD
However... Mmmmm, the angsty bishonen (Jun's role) is a cute model boy :D And he's all totally in love with the main character, though for a while he says that he hates him, and wants to kill him. The best part is that the manga is written by a guy XD
Fanart is needed!
Mmmhm. Yup.
I still think I'm going, and my parents have revised it so that going will be considered my graduation present. Though I already explained that I was going to ignore my birthday anyway (because I have classes all day that day).
N-chan. I say that sometime over Spring Break, we figure out what we're doing. X_x; I'm really starting to get fidgety, though I know I shouldn't. I'm sure we'll figure something out soon, but you know...
Still planning on cosplaying. Still planning on stalk--follow--FINDING J-chan :D;;; Still planning on spending as much time as possible with Trey-chan, though I don't want to drag her away from her friends at the same time :D; Still planning on drawing and giving pictures to people, though I don't know what o.x Still planning on taking pictures of anyone I know XD;
Nya. Announcement desu! Hikaru/Yasunari and Cassandra are going to get married in the summer~! Congratulations to them! :3
Hikaru: ^-^ Sankyuu!
Toriya: I must say that it's really REALLY weird being related, now, to the guy I look like o.<
Hikaru: ... related?
Toriya: You're marrying my cousin.
Hikaru: :O
Cassandra: ^_^ Cousins on his mother/my father's side. Why do you think my name is Cassandra? :D I was originally born in Germany. >_> Granted, I was very surprised when I found out my aunt was killed and that my cousin became the ruler of the world o.O;
Toriya: It wasn't exactly... the best of times, as you can imagine.
Cassandra: You were SO cute when you were younger! I didn't believe you would ever do something like that! ::pinches Toriya's cheek:: <3
Toriya: x_x;;;
Cassandra: And THEN I hear that you've surgically changed your identity!
Toriya: ... I wasn't in the state to call you and say "Hey, I've rather lost my mind. Do you think I should kill a bunch of people and take over their corporations because they murdered my family?" ? x_o;
Cassandra: :x True, but I'm glad you DID finally call me! I didn't recognize you, though.
Toriya: It was a week after I had my voice changed. No one recognized me x_x; I didn't even sound like Hikaru at the time.
Hikaru: You should've just learned to change your voice ::Toriya voice:: Like this! :D ::Hikaru voice:: It's really easy! ::Yasunari voice:: :3 It really helps with disguises!
Toriya: Maybe some people just aren't as talented n.n;
Hikaru: :D <3
Toriya: In ANY case, I wish you both the best of luck
Hikaru: Thanks! Though, in all reality, it's very much like marrying my brother! Cassandra is pretty, blonde, and, like, uber!talented in piloting mecha!
Cassandra: ::elbows Hikaru:: ^_^ You're SO cute! ::vein::
Toriya: ... did I warn you about her... temper?
Cassandra: ::puts 'em both in headlocks:: :D Tee hee! What temper do you MEAN?
Toriya/Hikaru: @_x;;;
That creative writing class... is soul-destroying x_x; And there is this one girl in it... I don't know WHAT I did to get her to dislike me so much. But no matter what I write, no matter how different my genres are, she hates it. And what's worse is that she vocalizes just how much she hates it. It's getting quite irritating
... I don't like her works, but I don't challenger her on it every single time she writes stuff. Literally, when you compare two of her works, you can find phrases that are worded almost exactly the same. Oh, and apparently the types of stories she likes are ones that include a girl going to a club, getting high on ecstacy (or however you spell it), and then having sex against a speaker with a guy that she -get this- only sees when she goes to the club (and yet somehow seems to be in love with) {I'm not exaggerating. This was really a story someone brought in}
I'm sorry, but I hate the teacher. A good portion of the students are okay. I don't have any big thing against them. They're funny - I don't associate with them all that much- but it's not necessarily because I don't like them.
Hn. Someone asked why I wasn't writing any more of my story and bringing it in. Well, I didn't want to be rude, because the person who asked was rather nice. I merely explained that no one seemed to like it, and the professor seemed to absolutely hate it, so I wasn't going to force myself to read it, nor the class to listen.
... Maybe I'm just vindictive, but I thought it was karma when she had to have all her wisdom teeth taken out. Maybe that's mean to think/say, but I honestly think that's what she gets for being such an unpleasant person.
Nnnn, I haven't been eating like I should. But it's not my fault. It's not like I don't want to eat >.<; It's not like I'm thinking I'm overweight, or some stupid thing like that (because trust me, I'm almost worried I'm underweight. Maybe next time I hang out with N-chan, I'll ask if we can get some food from Burger King or something ^^; ) But I've just had so much stress >..<; But I'm doing extra credit, so it's all 'good' ). Luckily, I somehow got a 97% on the Meteorology exam...
When my grades in Meteorology get better, my Chinese grades get worse...
I haven't been online to see Trey-chan as much as I should. I'm worried she's getting mad at me... Or that she's thinking she can't depend on me, or that... I don't know. All I know is I feel like I'm not doing what I should. That there's something that I should be doing differently. And I always feel awful when I HAVE to get offline, because I'm just SO tired, and I have to get to class... But I don't know what else I'm supposed to do...
And my mom. Oh, she has been NO help at all. She's the type of person to insult you, and call you all sorts of things just when you need someone to say things like "It'll work out; relax a bit!" She gets on my case for things that she really shouldn't. Like, just tonight, she started yelling at me all because I didn't want to wash dishes to cook something for myself. I said "I just don't want it [that particular dish] enough to wash dishes and then cook it." and told her that I'd just get something else to eat... You know, something that was already prepared, because with everything happening, I just don't really feel like cleaning, and cooking, and then cleaning some more.
So yes. But don't people under stress usually eat more? That's what I had always associated it with >.<;
You know, when I first started playing Persona 2:Batsu, I did not really like Baofu (who's 'name' means 'Revenge' by the way). It was probably mostly due to his dub voice, which just really bothers me (Katsuya's voice isn't so bad, though it's WAY higher than his Japanese voice). In any case, he's a wire-tapper, and seems rather unscrupulus XD But you know... I like him more and more as the storyline goes on.
Jun is still my favorite, though he's really more of a major player in Persona 2:Tsumi. Granted, you HAVE to meet him no matter what you do in Batsu because he's just so important to Tatsuya >:D Technically, they're supposedly dopplegangers, but you have the option to make them a couple in Tsumi (coincedentally, the drama cd operates as if they're already dating >3 )
I want to get Tsumi so very much ;.; I want to see Jun, and Joker-sama, and King Leo, and Eikichi (with his TakaSengoku-like ways) and... well, okay, I mostly want to play as Tatsuya (the one who usually just goes "... *flicks Zippo*" XD ) Luckily for me, I have postcards from Tsumi <3 Which means I have a Jun one AND a Joker one <3<3<3
I need to find the manga, even though it doesn't have Jun or Tatsuya or Eikichi or anyone like that! :O Though Katsuya makes a cameo XD
However... Mmmmm, the angsty bishonen (Jun's role) is a cute model boy :D And he's all totally in love with the main character, though for a while he says that he hates him, and wants to kill him. The best part is that the manga is written by a guy XD
Fanart is needed!
Mmmhm. Yup.
I still think I'm going, and my parents have revised it so that going will be considered my graduation present. Though I already explained that I was going to ignore my birthday anyway (because I have classes all day that day).
N-chan. I say that sometime over Spring Break, we figure out what we're doing. X_x; I'm really starting to get fidgety, though I know I shouldn't. I'm sure we'll figure something out soon, but you know...
Still planning on cosplaying. Still planning on stalk--follow--FINDING J-chan :D;;; Still planning on spending as much time as possible with Trey-chan, though I don't want to drag her away from her friends at the same time :D; Still planning on drawing and giving pictures to people, though I don't know what o.x Still planning on taking pictures of anyone I know XD;
Nya. Announcement desu! Hikaru/Yasunari and Cassandra are going to get married in the summer~! Congratulations to them! :3
Hikaru: ^-^ Sankyuu!
Toriya: I must say that it's really REALLY weird being related, now, to the guy I look like o.<
Hikaru: ... related?
Toriya: You're marrying my cousin.
Hikaru: :O
Cassandra: ^_^ Cousins on his mother/my father's side. Why do you think my name is Cassandra? :D I was originally born in Germany. >_> Granted, I was very surprised when I found out my aunt was killed and that my cousin became the ruler of the world o.O;
Toriya: It wasn't exactly... the best of times, as you can imagine.
Cassandra: You were SO cute when you were younger! I didn't believe you would ever do something like that! ::pinches Toriya's cheek:: <3
Toriya: x_x;;;
Cassandra: And THEN I hear that you've surgically changed your identity!
Toriya: ... I wasn't in the state to call you and say "Hey, I've rather lost my mind. Do you think I should kill a bunch of people and take over their corporations because they murdered my family?" ? x_o;
Cassandra: :x True, but I'm glad you DID finally call me! I didn't recognize you, though.
Toriya: It was a week after I had my voice changed. No one recognized me x_x; I didn't even sound like Hikaru at the time.
Hikaru: You should've just learned to change your voice ::Toriya voice:: Like this! :D ::Hikaru voice:: It's really easy! ::Yasunari voice:: :3 It really helps with disguises!
Toriya: Maybe some people just aren't as talented n.n;
Hikaru: :D <3
Toriya: In ANY case, I wish you both the best of luck
Hikaru: Thanks! Though, in all reality, it's very much like marrying my brother! Cassandra is pretty, blonde, and, like, uber!talented in piloting mecha!
Cassandra: ::elbows Hikaru:: ^_^ You're SO cute! ::vein::
Toriya: ... did I warn you about her... temper?
Cassandra: ::puts 'em both in headlocks:: :D Tee hee! What temper do you MEAN?
Toriya/Hikaru: @_x;;;
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Date: 2004-03-13 08:20 am (UTC)1. Public Transportation. Our Road Trip Friend. Which i do not understand, at all. I cant tell you how hard it was for me to figure out the damn subway map. ^^;; I had to call my friend Dev's dad, who emailed me directions...then i re-checked them on the map online. ^^;; Someone, maybe Trey chan with her knowledge of public transport can help us figure out how to get a bus or something there and back
2. My friend Melissa from work might be going. In which case we could probably hitch a ride. But that's far from certainty. Im not really even sure how to approach asking her about it further. She invited me to come with her and her friends back in december. Im not even sure if she's still going though, she talked about it last year, but it never happened, this is mainly, i think, because she couldnt get the time off from the Health Shoppe, being that she's one of the managers. yeh..
im thinking we need to find out about busses. ^^;; gah.
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Date: 2004-03-13 12:11 pm (UTC)Heck, there's someone in my History class that's going o.O; She was even offering to let me go with her, BUT! x_o I wanted to go with you, ya know? Since we're buddies, and all... I'd probably be way more comfortable going with you ^^;
I'm sure our brainpower together can figure out the bus schedule! :x