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[belltrigger]

Still feeling mostly crummy, and the District Manager visiting today did little to help it. At least, chatting with Skyler and whining to Andrew made me feel somewhat better for the time being.

Being in a such a mood, I skipped WoW, and am just sitting on Aim... Eh, I just don't want to bring anyone down by being a mood-killer. Perhaps chatting with people would make me feel better, but I'd rather just mope by myself than take the chance of ruining someone else's night.

Didn't eat the entire day. When I got home at 10:45, I managed to heat up some leftovers, but I'm pretty worn out physically and emotionally. So, even though I'm still hungry, I just don't want to put the effort into getting up and making anything else.

The next holiday is coming up in WoW, so I'm gonna have to focus pretty hard on that. I can't miss it, as usual, so that I can get the special drake at the end of the year. Even with my emotional lethargy, I know I'll be upset if I miss out on it just because I'm being a big emo baby right now.

I miss Kittanna.

Andrew thinks I'm in the early stages of depression. But he likes to over-analyze things, so he's probably just making it out to be more than it really is. I think I'm just overly stressed out. Maybe on my next day off, I'll ship out the things I need to send to Trey, and then just... find a place to sit outside of my house and just... I dunno. Relax. A little time in the forest might make me feel better.

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[aimaru.livejournal.com]

I'm really in a wahm-bulence mood myself. But i will talk to you. I feel lots better when I talk to you. 8C If you want to talk to me. I'll get on a private name, I guess.