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Mar. 20th, 2009 01:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
belltriggerIt's... incredible how LITTLE I care right now. Like, impressive levels of NOT CARE right here.
Cut just because I want to rant and complain. You don't have to read if you don't want to.
Marc's pissed at me because I couldn't hold up the aforementioned 25-man raid for him. I'm sorry, but when 20 other people say 'we're going,' one little pathetic ret-pally cannot hold them back. Even if you do have computer troubles.
Had a mini-argument with Dan at work today... mostly spawned by Marc's decision to once again run away from my guild. I don't care, in theory, that he left the guild. I just don't like that he doesn't have the decency to tell us 'hey guys, wanna do something else. catch you on the flipside' Honestly, if you're not enjoying playing with us, just fucking tell us. We won't go out of our way to ask you to play in that case.
Also involved in the argument, my unwillingness to join a large guild. I. DON'T. LIKE. GROUPS. For one, I'm too nervous to talk to people, especially when they're all having fun amongst themselves. Then, I'm trying to respec Retribution from my previous Holy push, and people who don't know how I work will easily get frustrated with me (I'm surprised my guild leader is as patient with me as he is.... considering I never expected it from him when I first met him). And then, joining a serious guild when I am most certainly not a serious WoW player... ehhh, makes my innards turn into jelly.
If I didn't get along with my guildmates so much that I don't want to just abandon them, I would simply go to a different server (maybe even reside in one of yours, Hawk~) and simply... play by myself. Yeah, I won't be able to do the higher level stuff, but I'm really at the point where I just don't want to explain myself anymore.
I have to work with Marc tomorrow, and he's pulling an iron. If he's at all surly during the day, I'm gonna tell him he can just go home at the 'normal' time, and I'll work by myself for the night. Yeah, Friday nights SUCK alone, but eh. I've had worse when he's been late.
Supposed to go to a guildmate's house on Sunday with Marc. Not sure if that's still gonna happen. Worst case, I'll go myself if he doesn't schedule me on Sunday. After all, I totally want to meet John.
Didn't even log into WoW tonight. Sat on Aim and did nothing the whole night. Hm. Nothing to cheer me up. I just got Suikoden Tierkreis and while I really want to play it, I can't gather up the energy to grab my DS and start playing.
Installing Empire: Total War is falling to the same lethargy. Man, I really want to rule the world with Prussia.
I am an idiot that cannot refuse a 12" batarang, and as such, I will be picking up the collector's edition of the Batman: Arkham Asylum game. UGH.
Bedtime, I guess.
Cut just because I want to rant and complain. You don't have to read if you don't want to.
Marc's pissed at me because I couldn't hold up the aforementioned 25-man raid for him. I'm sorry, but when 20 other people say 'we're going,' one little pathetic ret-pally cannot hold them back. Even if you do have computer troubles.
Had a mini-argument with Dan at work today... mostly spawned by Marc's decision to once again run away from my guild. I don't care, in theory, that he left the guild. I just don't like that he doesn't have the decency to tell us 'hey guys, wanna do something else. catch you on the flipside' Honestly, if you're not enjoying playing with us, just fucking tell us. We won't go out of our way to ask you to play in that case.
Also involved in the argument, my unwillingness to join a large guild. I. DON'T. LIKE. GROUPS. For one, I'm too nervous to talk to people, especially when they're all having fun amongst themselves. Then, I'm trying to respec Retribution from my previous Holy push, and people who don't know how I work will easily get frustrated with me (I'm surprised my guild leader is as patient with me as he is.... considering I never expected it from him when I first met him). And then, joining a serious guild when I am most certainly not a serious WoW player... ehhh, makes my innards turn into jelly.
If I didn't get along with my guildmates so much that I don't want to just abandon them, I would simply go to a different server (maybe even reside in one of yours, Hawk~) and simply... play by myself. Yeah, I won't be able to do the higher level stuff, but I'm really at the point where I just don't want to explain myself anymore.
I have to work with Marc tomorrow, and he's pulling an iron. If he's at all surly during the day, I'm gonna tell him he can just go home at the 'normal' time, and I'll work by myself for the night. Yeah, Friday nights SUCK alone, but eh. I've had worse when he's been late.
Supposed to go to a guildmate's house on Sunday with Marc. Not sure if that's still gonna happen. Worst case, I'll go myself if he doesn't schedule me on Sunday. After all, I totally want to meet John.
Didn't even log into WoW tonight. Sat on Aim and did nothing the whole night. Hm. Nothing to cheer me up. I just got Suikoden Tierkreis and while I really want to play it, I can't gather up the energy to grab my DS and start playing.
Installing Empire: Total War is falling to the same lethargy. Man, I really want to rule the world with Prussia.
I am an idiot that cannot refuse a 12" batarang, and as such, I will be picking up the collector's edition of the Batman: Arkham Asylum game. UGH.
Bedtime, I guess.
